BEING MESSY KEEPS ME ORGANIZED.

I juz realised that as i was rummaging through the may pockets of my bag looking for my adapter followed by my charger then HANDPHONE. 

BUt niwaez,I HAD A SUPER SUPER BAD MORNING. 

I hv nvr realli blogged abt my personal liife, juz realli random stuff..

BUT does anione gets to be called a blood sucking monster juz cuz u wear all black?

ANd does anione scream their lungs off at you EARLY in the morning and spoil ur whole morning juz cause u wear ALL BLACK? '

And itz not lik itz e 1stt tym. Countless tymz have i been in BLACK BLACK BLACK.

Why the fuss?

And juz cuz i got a bigger bum ass wadeva i cnt wear a TSHIRT which shows my biggeer bum?

But my sister cn cuz she is smaller den me??? 

I might as well Get myself a potato sack to wear to skul.

Itz juz getting too overwhelming.

And e worse part is I AM TOLD that I AM ACTING when I Actualli cry ar

The moment I alighted 4rm e bus esther cud juz read my face and 1st thing she asks ' are u alright?'

I figured i luked lik scrap went to the ladies and put on eyeliner compact and wadeva i cud to make myself luk normal. I passed by cheers azreen saw me. She called my name. I saw her and gave this huge giant smiley.  Aftter which i get a text msg 4rm her and she is asking me if IM ALRIGHT, when i tot i gave her the biggest possible smile eva. I guess even make up cudnt conceal my emotions. And IM SUPPOSED TO BE ACTING. 

And it juz gets worse. 

MY FONE GOT CONFISCATED CUZ I WORE A TANK TOP. 

itz ridiculous with a capital R. 

If nt 4r skul, i probably wud hv done sumthin drastic. yk jump infront of a hugeee lorry. 

The onli people who matter to me nw are my sisters and friends. If i hv no sisters ill prob be not be here. 

gosh, im actualli tearing as i typ this. Things juz get too overwhelming. I nidda break plz. 

Well im glad im in PSF. e people ther totally make my dae. E new bunch rock.

Okaye, i dunt want my eyeliner running out, I juz applied em, Ill juz tchau.