I dunt feel good. 

HOPES. I HATE BULIDING HOPES.

AND WHOEVA LEADS ME TO BULIDING EM.

IM TALKING ABOUT FALSE HOPES.

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID

URGH!! NO WAY! NO FRIGGIN WAY....

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I do not feel better BUT i shall write sumthin niice 4r all of u. Itz been bloody damn long siince i updated.

OK. NOW, to update. AHEM. AN impt lesson for ALL OF YOU.

The most important thing in liife everyone should learn is not to ASSUME.

You want to know why?

ASS U ME

Put in simple terms, assuming makes an ASS out of U and ME.

OnLY FOOLS ASSUME.

AND LET ME TELLL YOU I AM THE WORLD"S BIGGEST FOOL.

I MAKE the most stupidest assumptions ALLL THE TIME. ALL THE TIME. IT sucks. 

I suddenly feel like I do not exist. I feel empty. EMPTINESS. EMPTY EMPTY>EMPTY. 

My life. I friggin DUNT understand it myself. Gawd.