stresseD.POSt.

Been sumt tym since i blogged. WHy did i not blog? 

N0t tooo sure.

Has been pretty stressful 4r mie lately.

Thought i shud blog. so here i am....

I have finally clear views on what my future is going to be. 

My future apart form e usual Lavish lifestyle i wud be living,

I have finally realized what would make mie e happy e most. 

NOT REALLY A PERFECT FUTURE.BUT AT LEAST I SEE MYSELF HAPPI.

BEfore i sae this, 1 thing should get across clearly

I LURV SPORE.

I APPRECIATE ALL THAT SPORE HAS DONE 4r mie this years.

BUT I DO NOT FORESEE A FUTURE FOR MYSELF IN SPORE.

I WIL DEFINITELY LEAVE SPORE AT ONE POINT OF TYM. 

REcently.

I FInd myself scolding and cursing myself silently inside my head

YOU ARE SO FUCKIN DUMB. YOU ARE BRAINDEAD. YOU ARE SO DUMB AND STUPID.

My thoughts have been everywhere lately.

i find it so hard to be organized again.

I have been changing at such a fast pace, that i have lost track whether it is for the best.

Only time will tell me..